I'm shooting down.
I'm shooting down .
I'm......BLAH, FORGET IT. There's no limit in this fall doesn't it? I will probably starve to death before I reach the bottom and die. Hey, WHOEVER-YOU-ARE-WRITING-MY-LIFE! ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING? HELLO?
You know, if it wasn't because yesterday was Lyishere's dear Day, I would say yesterday was rabbiting SUCKISH. I'm sorry I'm saying so. But there's so much I wanted to apologize too. Especially to her.
1) I didn't get to attend her birthday party. Sixteen, in fact.
I'm not like you guys. Get to go partying till don't-know-what a.m. just because today is some day called Friday and then you puked into a shoe. It's a WAR to go to parties in HERE. I turn most down----and then pretend that the parties aren't epic.
This time, it's Lyishere's.
I'd pissed her off a couple of times, and she's got some talents in that too. Er, no offence.
But I will NEVER BREAK A PROMISE. Not HERS. Not my BEST FRIEND'S.
Mom promised that she would let me go a long time ago. But then after her crazy thing, I told Lyi I don't know if I would've attended and then she yelled and broke her promise. She doesn't know how embarrassing she was.Nope, no idea.
And then Lyishere's the first person to have made me locked in a jamban door NOT because I want to defecate or shh-shh. I accually sobbed. It was Level God to NOT choked up and sound light when I'd called her to explain.
I'm sorry I'd broken a promise. I'm sorry I made you feel hopeful. Shouldn't be that way.
Happy 16th Birthday.
2) The Eco Barfs won in ITC.
Look. I probably can be a Singaporeon woman with my newfound ability to kiasu. During the last time me and Sandy were in Malaysian's ITC, battling to get into Thailand, THE ECO JACKASSES'D BEATEN US. I'd felt insulted ever since.
Really, if Malaysia HAD won, I expect it to be my friends. NOT THEM. NOT THE JACKASS WHO MADE ME LOOK LIKE "SAKAI" WITH MY PSP DREAM. They LAUGHED at OUR demise----TOOK OUR AIR TICKET---MET MY ANMOS------
Look carefully. MALAYSIA'd won. NOT "We won" or "Hoy's team won". And then my kidney blasts here.
WHAT THE HELL! THIS IS A BIG MYSTERY OKAY? THEY SUCK! SUCK ! FUCK A DUCK!
I wants to put up my skyscrapper:
HOW CAN THEY WIN? WHAT'S THIS, DOOMSDAY TOMORROW? ONE WONDER OF THE WORLD?
I'd read Modern Math and Add Math before----so I KNOW LOGIC WITHOUT WAKING UP FROM MY SLEEP. Then don't DON'T COMPARE TO ME IN IMAGINATIONS!
BUT IN BOTH SUBJECTS,
HOW COULD THEY WIN? HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?
MORE unlogical than Barney the purple dinasour!
Thank Lyi for telling me what's a swagger.
I wanna pack my stuffs and move into one place that seems safe now:
THE MENTAL HOSPITAL.
